another frenzy

This whole internet thing is so frightening. I know I am pretty naive, but I am starting to realize, when it comes to this forum I am pitifully naive. I have this site meter thing on my blog only because My blogging mentor advised it. I have rarely checked this thing. Well, I was mortified to see that every perv out there who types in 'Ass Massage' is coming up with that old post I wrote about THAT! (ooops! I guess they will see this one too!) Then, horrified I googled my blogs name. WELL! I don't KNow HoW but stuff comes up that knows about where I went to beauty school! Where I work! (ooops again!) I mean It's not like I googled my ACTUAL name! Shouldn't we all be concerned about this? I am feeling naked. I feel like I want to close all my shades and stay inside a while. I also see there are other Luluspetals. One girl added the word ARt (from what I saw she is quite a good artist.) Her email is one dash off from mine. As freaked out as I am I am also perturbed by this, I thought that was only my name. I don't know a lot but I think all this information will ALWAYS be out there, am I right? AFter I am dead, will googling ass massage (ooops, did it again) link future pervs to read all my about MY past? How DOES this actually work? Does anyone else find this disconcerting? Maybe I can start a new blog, not tell any true facts and invite no friends. but, That just doesn't sound like much fun. I think I am going to at least change my photo to a cartoon or something like this...